Luv Each Day

SO while I was pregnant I was very lucky enough to not have very many stretch marks; except along my sides by my hip bone. I thought I was super lucky TILL about 8months in. My daughter started dropped so fast that I began getting large stretch marks along my belly button and vertical along the front of my stomach under my belly button. At first I excepted them but was a little bummed to be getting them there but I just kept on applying my lotion ALL day EVERYDAY. Well then the delivery day came of my beautiful baby girl and a few days past. I hadn’t really had time to look at my body I was enjoying my new little one SO much to not even notice my stretch marks. Till about 3weeks later I was getting out of the shower and was just staring at myself naked. What was staring back at me was something I didnt LIKE what so ever! A flabby stomach with BIG UGLY NASTY looking stretch marks suddenly I got SUPER depressed and felt SO unattractive. I kept telling myself Im never going in a bikini again and SEX in the dark seemed really nice (if I ever got myself around to even wanting to have sex again). Feeling like a new NOT so SEXY mama wasnt in my list of feeling that I had thought I was going to have. After feeling like crap for days/weeks and even months I felt like I was NEVER going to feel comfortable in my own skin again EVER. Until a friend on my FACEBOOK (another mother) had posted this picture; it got me thinking!! Now I know this seems selfish and nothing but nonsense but this picture actually spoke to me and REALLY REALLY helped me wake up out of my depressed state. I had to start realizing that these stretch marks represented my daughters home for 39weeks and 6days and are a reward for having such a healthy pregnancy,delivery and delivering such a beautifully healthy baby girl. I had to STOP being so selfish and accept my new MOMMY body!!! SO YES 3MONTHS LATER I KNOW ACCEPT MY BEAUTIFULLY STRETCH MARKED STOMACH AND WILL LET IT SHINE THIS SUMMER IN A 2PIECE!! LMAO!! Now time to accept it a little bit more in the bedroom IF u know what I mean!!! Happy Early Valentines Day Everyone!!!

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

I would have to say MY CAMERA! Since it allows me to capture moments that where just a MOMENT that soon turn into a MEMORY! Plus like they say a picture is worth a 1000 WORDS! “)

So Im doing this as something NEW for a NEW YEAR & NEW ME! Ive wanted to blog for awhile now but didnt really think it was the “RIGHT” time for me, but I recently became a mommy and em filled with new life lessons, ambitions not just for myself but for my daughter as well. Id love to share my day2day new knowledge of being a mom, better person and just everyday lessons of LIFE! So ill try and do my VERY best to keep up on my blogging as my baby girl will allow me to “) 

SO heres ME in a nutshell!

• 21
• <3 photography (YES! my background is one of my own)
• mommy to a NEW baby girl as of 11/12/11
• trying to find a balance in life
• motivated to be the best in ALL I do!
• will NEVER give up ESPECIALLY when it comes to my daughter